Ok I posted the last post, what, under an hour ago? And the vodka has hit me already?!
Not cool...
Saturday, 14 March 2009
It's been a while..
I bloody well knew I wouldn't keep this blog up to date! I'm bored and its the last possible thing I could find to do online now, believe me lol..
Has been a weird couple of weeks, any motivation to do work that I may have had has well and truely disappeared. I'm starting to think that maybe subconsciously I'm trying to test myself..my deadline for the german portfolio is this wed, THIS wed, and I'm still quite a long way off being finished. It's like I want to see how long I can leave it until the fear hits me..I wish it would hit soon!! Then I have another deadline for Friday..its a composition for 4 instruments (I'm thinking piano, violin, cello and double bass - and thats all ive got so far lol) The reason I suppose I've left that so late is because it is a composition..it is MY own work..there is no wrong answer...I could compose the biggest load of shite in my teachers eyes but the fact remains that it's MY composition and I can add it to my portfolio :)
I can't wait til friday is over actually..I can then breathe a little and chill out (more so than I have been doing without feeling guilty for it ).
Got a couple of Gigs coming up..one at home on 21st...I'm hoping it will be a good night, more importantly a good night that I can remember. No best friends feeling the wrath of my lips would be a bonus :D The second gig is on 25th...funeral for a friend...I have a feeling it's going to be an amazing night. Catherine, Pip, Steve and Rachel are coming up to stay with me...Oooh I really can't wait now :D Apart from the gig, I'm on a mission to make Steve fall in love with Glasgow. Should be easy, right? :)
Erik's having a flat party at his new place tonight..should be fun. I need to stop worrying before I go out to various drinking sessions and just go and enjoy myself, not depend on anyone, and have fun for me.
And on that note, I'm gonna crack open the vodka :D
Has been a weird couple of weeks, any motivation to do work that I may have had has well and truely disappeared. I'm starting to think that maybe subconsciously I'm trying to test myself..my deadline for the german portfolio is this wed, THIS wed, and I'm still quite a long way off being finished. It's like I want to see how long I can leave it until the fear hits me..I wish it would hit soon!! Then I have another deadline for Friday..its a composition for 4 instruments (I'm thinking piano, violin, cello and double bass - and thats all ive got so far lol) The reason I suppose I've left that so late is because it is a composition..it is MY own work..there is no wrong answer...I could compose the biggest load of shite in my teachers eyes but the fact remains that it's MY composition and I can add it to my portfolio :)
I can't wait til friday is over actually..I can then breathe a little and chill out (more so than I have been doing without feeling guilty for it ).
Got a couple of Gigs coming up..one at home on 21st...I'm hoping it will be a good night, more importantly a good night that I can remember. No best friends feeling the wrath of my lips would be a bonus :D The second gig is on 25th...funeral for a friend...I have a feeling it's going to be an amazing night. Catherine, Pip, Steve and Rachel are coming up to stay with me...Oooh I really can't wait now :D Apart from the gig, I'm on a mission to make Steve fall in love with Glasgow. Should be easy, right? :)
Erik's having a flat party at his new place tonight..should be fun. I need to stop worrying before I go out to various drinking sessions and just go and enjoy myself, not depend on anyone, and have fun for me.
And on that note, I'm gonna crack open the vodka :D
Saturday, 7 March 2009
No return
One mistake..
That's all it takes..
You can't undo it
And life as you know it is changed forever...
That's all it takes..
You can't undo it
And life as you know it is changed forever...
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